Monday, December 23, 2013

December 16 2013

Another update from Hermana Hopkins!

Hello Hello from Pleasanton, Texas! My companion and I cover the land from Lytle to Floresville, Charlotte to Von Ormy, Poteet to Jourdanton, and everything in between! It sure is fun to be learning the southern "Texan" way. We really are our own country down here haha ;) I have been helping my companion learn English and it is funny to hear her stumble over words, we laugh together A LOT. She has helped me so much already to learn to just laugh! So I passed the road where we should have turned, big deal! I can't tell you how many times I have done that now! So I dropped my planner in the dirt and a truck drove over it and I searched for it in the dark, sure that's kinda frustrating for the two minutes that I thought it would be gone forever, but really that's hilarious!! I am learning to not stress over the dumb little things that really just are worthless to get anxiety over.

Yesterday I received a lot of personal revelation, it was so much that it felt like a mento had just been dropped in a bottle of coke and the fizz was rushing through at a meter0breaking velocity. I couldn't write it all down! I am afraid that I will forget it all!

Here is an excerpt of the weekly email that we received from our Mission President. I think it applies greatly to church members as well as missionaries. I liked how he worded it and so I will include it here for you to apply it to your own lives and wards, "In the Church, we do not correct upwards. We practice the principle of receiving correction. However, a humble leader will always seek correction and counsel at appropriate times from those he or she leads. If you feel an overwhelming desire to correct a district leader or zone leader, then call the mission president to discuss your concerns." Instead of "mission president" we can, as members, always seek guidance from our Heavenly Father. Practicing receiving correction is a very useful tool in becoming more humble. Talking bad about leaders is also a very fast way to destroy trust and shoo away the Spirit.
This week we visited an inactive member that explained that she doesn't come to church because of what some other church members did and said. The scripture in Doctrine and Covenants directed towards Joseph Smith came to my mind. "The Son of Man hath descended below them all. Art thou greater than he?" We sometimes think or feel that we have experienced so much or been offended so horribly that we can justify our actions or choices by the faults of others. In that moment standing in front of this woman, whose choice to back away from the church had denied herself countless blessings and health and that of her children and grandchildren as well, I was reminded that no one has suffered greater pain than our Savior Jesus Christ and none of us have a reason great enough to deny His Sacrifice that He made for us. By doing so we are saying in our hearts "I have suffered more than the Savior and therefore I choose not to accept his blessings and I deny others of those blessings as well because I choose to hold on to my pain instead of let His love cleanse me." Obviously this is rather devastating.
Let's choose to not hold on to offenses. Let's choose to love and forgive and to serve like our Savior taught us. When someone says something that makes me feel like I have to defend myself, I need to serve them and pray for  their good and well-being. I pray for this sister that she and her family can let go of the hurt and come back, feel the spirit, and be uplifted! 

We have many investigators right now, and most of them are family members of church members. We talked to the Branch President in the Spanish Branch and he helped us to know the situation of some of the families so that we can work more effectively instead of like confused monkeys. We now have a better idea of who is who and how we can help. There are a lot of people that are prepared here to accept the gospel. There are countless people here that have come to church a number of times and could be baptized anytime they want. The thing is that we don't have sufficient miles or time to visit one end of our area to another to teach them all they need to know, so it takes some time. They are going to be splitting our area in two soon so that should really help because there are so many people living in the middle of no where on their farms and ranches.
I did receive the package! I am opening one present every day till Christmas cause I counted them and it works out perfectly if I do that. Thank you for the lipstick and the batteries and the ballet slippers!! I was just thinking yesterday that I would love to go back to dancing after the mission and I have been starting to wear lipstick haha so it's perfect! I hope you are all excited for Christmas :) My favorite part of the package was the card with the picture. I carried the picture around with me to show others cause I love you all so much :)
Just so you know, I am doing great on medicine, no worries on that. People feed us almost everyday so we are well and fed. I am learning more and more Spanish and speak it the best when the Spirit is speaking and not me haha. I have food and shelter, clothing and love, the Gospel and my Savior, I have truly got it all.
I got a haircut last week. It is just trimmed so don't freak out haha. Also I learned hot to make corn tortillas at a authentic Mexican fiesta for the Spanish Branch Christmas Activity. Oh also we helped a member pack and move and her son who is 3 years old purposed to me haha... I said "you are a little young for me, sorry bud" he is hilarious. Also I tried on a army helmet and vest from an old veteran who says he is crazy but really he is just super witty :) And maybe a little crazy haha. Also we went and gave old people in the nursing home presents and sang to them. They are so cute. And also I hope I never have to go to a nursing home. Here are some pictures to enjoy :) I love you all and pray for you! MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Hermana Hopkins

December 9th 2013

Late updates from Hermana Hopkins!

This week has been good, but rough. I have really been missing the people in Eagle Pass. Ruben will be baptized soon by his brother who is coming in town. Ramiro keeps going to church from what I heard. A young girl named Andrea we were teaching in Austin a while back got baptized and I got to talk to her on the phone, that was awesome. I don't get to see a lot of the baptisms that happen... Heavenly seems to move me just before it happens. There are a lot of missionaries that have a lot of baptisms, but maybe that's just cause they are who those people need to help them step into the waters of baptism. Maybe it's cause I would get prideful if I had a lot of baptisms. I don't know. But I know that I'm getting a little lazy. I don't like to admit it but it is true. One excommunicated member told me to find the truth and let her know when I found it. She told us that we should just teach the doctrine like good little missionaries should because of a bad experience she had with a missionary in the past and then continued by asking me my opinion...??? Are you kidding me? People forget that we are people too! I wanted to just close her mouth and open her ears and her eyes. It's so simple! We have to LIVE the Gospel. Read, pray, go to church. Those things are so easy to do but so easy NOT to do so that is where Satan snares so many. He is a meany head I decided. That sister is reading but not to find truth. She is praying, but not to know the will of God. And she does not go to church. Please never never never never never stop going to church. It is an outward expression to God that we love Him. That is how we show Him that we care. By keeping the commandments and living the Gospel. How interesting is it that it happens to bless us on the way! Don't believe me? Try it. That is how I feel about all these people that say they will come to church but don't. Or those that say they pray and know they are saved but reject us or the invitation to learn more. It frustrating. But that is the life of a missionary. Also the member we are living with wants us to move out. Baah. I wonder if all of this is happening because of something I have done or not done. All I know is that I'm not a perfect. Just because I'm a missionary, just because I'm a Mormon, just because I try to be like Christ, doesn't mean that I don't have faults or get frustrated or get sad. I know that this Church is true and that Christ lives! I know that the Book of Mormon is true! I'm sorry that this is more like a journal entry, but maybe it will help yall to understand how I really am feeling right now haha. I truly do love being a missionary and I love this work, I just get frustrated sometimes.
I love you all! I hope you are happy and finding joy in the journey!
Ally Hopkins (the frustrated yet faithful Sister Missionary)

Monday, December 9, 2013

Transfer! December 2nd 2013

Transfer time again! See the side bar for Hermana Hopkins's updated address.

I am thankful for our Savior. I am thankful for God and that even though we sometimes forget about Him, He NEVER forgets about us. We are His purpose and His children. The whole reason the earth was made was for us! The plan of Salvation was made for us! All for us because He loves us and wants us to have all that He has. I am grateful that even though I don't understand or know a lot that He continues to work with me and have patience for my stubbornness and pride. I am grateful that He gave you to me! I love you so much and want to work hard to show you and to show Him that I am truly grateful.
Don't worry about the packages, they will get to me eventually. The new sisters in Eagle Pass know exactly where I'm at and can always send up the packages to the meetings in San Antonio. If you would like to send any packages you can always send them to the mission office and I will be sure to get them. That address is...

404 E Ramsey Rd Ste 105
San Antonio, TX 78216
My new address is...
810 Sutton St
Pleasanton, TX 78064
I don't have access to Facebook yet by the way.

Well I know you are just dying to know where I am at haha... I am now in Pleasanton! This area that I cover is huge... We cover Pleasanton, Jordanton, Floresville, Charlotte, Leming, Poteet, and everything in between. We are just 25 miles south of San Antonio. Everyone has said that this area is the Promised Land because there are usually a lot of baptisms. I set a goal to find and baptize 10 people this month. I know that the Lord has been preparing many people that will be baptized this transfer. My new companion (Sister Rodriguez Siliezar) and I are the only missionaries here covering the English Ward AND the Spanish Branch. It's pretty different! There are white people everywhere!! I used to be over two small branches with 6 other missionaries but here we are the only ones covering both. Church was a little scary haha (not really, I was just nervous) because I had become accustomed to Mexicans and Hispanics and it was a little strange to go back to English and a whole ward! I love my companion. She is from El Salvador and has been learning English here on her mission. She has a brother on a mission in Dallas as well. I went on an exchange with her once when I was in the Lake Austin ward so it is cool to see her again and get to work with her :) She is such a hard worker and I love her already!
We also live with a member, that is pretty different because I feel as though we are pretty much confined to our room. The woman we live with is about 80 yrs old and can't hear well which is good because otherwise I would feel bad for all the noise we make.
I am sorry that I am so horrible at writing back... I hardly ever write to more people that just you because after reading your letter and the one from President Slaughter I have to respond to him and you and I only have an hour and I read slow and type slow haha. But please tell Elizabeth that I love her and have not forgotten her.
Sister Vankatwyk, my last companion, went home on Wednesday, she changed my perspective on a lot of things.
Ruben cried when we had our last lesson with him on Monday. I almost cried too but I had already cried the night before and didn't want to do it again. I cry because I truly love the people that I teach. It is something about seeing them change that makes me care so much for them... That is where that scripture comes into play, "How great will be your joy with the soul that repenteth." ( I don't know it exactly word for word but you know which one I'm talking about haha). I love seeing others repent and become better. It fills me with joy! I love repenting too! Because I told Ruben that I wouldn't bite my nails if he quit smoking, which he hasn't actually done yet, I haven't bitten my nails in two weeks! They are so long I can hardly stand it! I have been filing them and painting them so that I don't get tempted haha.
We are at the Jordanton Library and I can't send pictures here. Nor can I send that at the Pleasanton Library... so I will send any pictures by physical mail! But that doesn't mean that you can't send me pictures through email haha :)
I love you! Hope all is well! Happy Thanksgiving and Marry Christmas Season!
Hermana Hopkins

November 25th 2013

Yet another late update, Enjoy anyways though ^.^

We just sang that song this morning for companionship study! Except it was in Spanish haha. Tengo gozo en mi alma hoy. It translates "I have joy in my soul today." It's true! I do have joy in my soul today! It has been pretty cold here recently and I have LOVED it!
Yesterday Ramiro Gutierrez got baptized! I feel like he is my son even though he is 30 years old haha. He is so sweet!! I have included a picture for you all :)
I am being transferred! I am going to an English/Spanish area and will be the senior companion but I won't find out where until thursday. I will let you know where I am at next week! I am sad to leave the wonderful people here but I know that they will be taken care of. I cried when I found out that I would be leaving. I always cry haha. I know that Ruben will be baptized. I also know that Marylou will be baptized. We went to the San Antonio Temple on Saturday and I saw some members from Lake Austin (my first area). I was overjoyed to see them. I know that was a tender mercy from the Lord. I know that this church is true!
Until next week!
p.s. thank you for the letters! and the pictures! :)

Hna Hopkins